Good morning to all our friends…
Yesterday’s great events: I went to the store for a few items yesterday morning about 8:00am and I learned that there are plenty of parking spaces early morning and no one in my way when shopping. Back at home I did my bible reading after a short rest period (nap). I tried to stay out of the way of the cleaning lady.
Later in the afternoon we sat outside on the front porch. It was hot but there was an occasional breeze, and I had a fan in my hand. As we sat there a neighbor drove by in a new Ford pickup truck. Wow our neighbors get new vehicles, it must be nice to be rich.
I did prepare supper and after eating and cleaning up I was allowed to go out back and water the plants.
Today: my big plan is to take Alex to ROTC at school and pick him up later.
Addiction is the topic: I do not know who among you may have been or is addicted to something and I am not attempting to find out. Most people do not want to admit that they are addicted, and some may be addicted but not understand that they are addicted.
Let’s start with my addiction, I am addicted to nicotine even though I do not use the tobacco products anymore, my body is still addicted to nicotine. Many years ago, I smoked a pipe even though at that time the main items for smoking were cigarettes and cigars. As time passed, I changed from the pipe to chewing tobacco. I chewed tobacco for many years, and I stopped the weekend that our son David got married, 21 years ago.
Stopping is very difficult and for a while I was not a good person, there were times that I literally wanted to hurt someone. I made a statement when I quit and it was, “if I learned that I had 3 months to live the first thing I would do would be to get a pouch of chewing tobacco “.
Now I occasionally get a cigar or two when family or friends go on a cruise. I enjoy these cigars, usually taking 5 days to completely smoke one cigar. I call it playing and enjoying. I see it as fun but not as a part of my addiction, but it is a part of my addiction.
After the last two cigars that were brough to me by a friend from his cruise, I have been wanting to have more cigars even considering going to a smoke shop to get a couple cigars.
Now I have been thinking about this, and it is not just that I have fun with cigars, even though I do, it is that my addiction is working to get me back into the daily intake (use) of nicotine. I have considered the situation, and I have decided that I will not go to the smoke shop and buy cigars. I know it is my addiction that is tempting me and I will not allow it to bring me back to nicotine! If you are addicted get help to stop because it isn’t easy and many who stop only stop for a while and then return to the addiction.
If one stops using, the addiction is still there waiting to temp you back…
I will stop entering data now, we hope you have a blessed day and that we all stay safe in all we do. Pray for friends and family.
Donnie the Ford





